my state...

I'm SAD
But I can't cry,
I'm MAD
But I can't shout.

I'm TIRED
Of this constant loneliness.
All ALONE
Facing the struggles.

Standing 
on the BREAKING edge of a cliff,
If I keep this state,
I might FALL deep.

CONFUSED
of who I want to be,
CONSUMED
by loneliness and envy.

So as I lay
my head in bed,
I WONDER
and think instead.

They say
happiness is a choice,
But what if
You don't have any at all?